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Learning to Live Again | June 2026 Reflection

Based on the dates of my last published longform pieces of writing, it has been an uncomfortably long time. In the last year I’ve dealt with a slew of personal issues ranging from financial, to medical, to personal that has effected the way I interact with the world. Pretty much no area of my life has been untouched by sudden changes in my every day life outside a few long term stabilities I’ve relied on. I relied on friends and peers, my lover and my father for so much support and love and because of that I owe everyone who has…

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Announcement: Supporter Articles

I’m starting a new service for all supporters of my Ko‑fi and site, I’ll be releasing a personal lifestyle article reflecting on the season, my life, and the things I’m enjoying once a quarter! These are password protected articles intended for a paying audience, but I’m working under the honor system with a community passwords. To access the password blog post, simply tip me on my ko-fi. I’ll make a post releasing the seasonal password for member articles once the first one it’s up. To be clear, this password is accessible to ALL supporters, if you’ve ever supported my site or ko-fi,…

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Review: Women’s Extreme Wrestling Ring of Fire 01.28.2025

What do you begin to say about Women’s Extreme Wrestling? With any fan familiar with the American independent scene and women’s wrestling, you’re well aware of the inherent sexualization women’s wrestlers face in the industry. For decades, the main appeal of a wrestling show having women was not for their ability in the slightest. While I consider the 80s and 90s to hold a special place in the history of women’s wrestling as a sport, the clear regression as certain personalities got to book the shows, and the role women played on television slotted right back into a sexually gratifying role…

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E-Begging Again

Please help me make it another month. I’m going to have a job by the first of the month, but I’ll need work pants and non-slip shoes. I still have bills I need to pay, and in all likelihood the start of the school year is going to be quite brutal. My Paypal, Venmo, and Cashapp are all the same @ackasi My Ko-Fi is still up and running, if you’re in the snail mail tier, I should have things sent out by the end of the month. Every dollar that I get goes to paying my rent and utilities first, then goes into…

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  • on July 22, 2026 at 4:24 pm

    it’s not really a Dark Side topic, but the history of women’s death matches across the world makes me feel nutso (positive) when you read about how much some women enjoyed the expression of violence and pain

  • on July 22, 2026 at 1:42 pm

    Damn youre telling me decades of older workers and businesses resenting having to teach younger workers while still paying them to the point where apprenticeships and mentoring in the traditional sense is dead has consequences [contains quote post or other embedded content]

  • on July 22, 2026 at 1:33 pm

    I worked for places for years, a lot of teens did, and at least in my community a lot of business owners would rather retire and close the business leaving their younger employees fucked than sustain and support the education of these employees [contains quote post or other embedded content]

  • on July 22, 2026 at 5:08 am

    my chest is actively destroying my strength in my torso and pinching nerves in my arms it’s awesome (lyin)

  • on July 22, 2026 at 5:05 am

    my spine and rib cage are so compressed I would pay for someone to hit a giant swing on me until i felt some shit pop.

Currents

Now Reading: Thinking in Systems A Primer by Donella H. Meadows (Edited by Diana Wright, Sustainability Institute)
Now Playing: Hundred Line Last Defense Academy, Misericord Vol 2.
Now Watching: Blue Lock