If I’m being entirely realistic, I’m not doing great, but it feels like it’s literally because I’m still moving. Work hasn’t been the healthiest for me, my knees and back are sincerely fucked, and well, here I am a week in a half into the school year and I need my cane, and my knee keeps popping out of place. Yesterday I broke my laptop without even knowing how, so I’ll be working off of a check out laptop until I can replace the screen. I desperately need to see a dentist I can’t afford. The world just kicks and kicks and kicks and kicks. I am longing for my anniversary to come here, I’m longing for my lover.

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