I haven’t really been “online” since the start of the month largely because July is a really horrific month for my depression and with losing my job I’ve just been feeling pretty awful. It’s hard to be a human during times like this. I’m physically and mentally exhausted to the point of what feels like an unrepairable level. As I’m writing this, I’m laying here and struggling with my energy and breath already. I’m sorry to everyone who expects more of me.